Wednesday, May 7, 2008
11:24 AM

i can't think of a better title for this post.

talking about the math paper is a waste of my time..
IT SUCKED. math is like my worst subject ever. i already confirmed minus 20 marks already. i didn't know how to do half the questions. literally. so i'll just happily fail it, since it's upon 50.
SUCKISHHHH SHIT. @(*#!!

i can just imagine the scenario of getting back my paper..

i can't bear to peek at the marks, but slowly, i edge closer and closer to the exam paper.. the pained pleasure stikes me, it sends a chill down my spine.. oh, what is this i see? is it a.. 15/50? goodness gracious, my first time failing math! ...

there's no more hope. i'm going to fail physics, philosophy and math.
GAH! i don't know why, but i don't feel the least bit happy that the myas are over. it feels like any other ordinary day. i'm even bothered because i know i AM going to fail at least 2 if not 3 or 4 or 5 papers. life is full of shit. i don't want to retain. stupid rgs. dumb students who complain when they might lose 2/3/4/5/6 marks. i'm either stupid or the paper's too hard. how would life be if i were in another school?

anyway, today is a totally sucky day.
after the math paper ended i wasn't very happy.. like, who would when they know they'd most probably fail, right?
and this time i think i'm really going to fail, not like the many ppl who never fail to say: i'm going to fail! i already lost 4 marks! when in the end they get a GPA of 4.0.
-.-

after the math paper i didn't want to go home so dragged chen yan along with me to go somewhere.
by now you'd probably have inferred that we went to bukit panjang..
yeah, we went to BPP.
waited for 190 at the bus stop opposite but it didn't come.. then she suddenly thought of going to bukit panjang plaza and i thought it was a great idea, since i haven't been there before and wanted to see how it's like.
bad choice..

walked all the way back to the bus stop outside the gate, even though i was feeling lazy. then once we reached the bus stop the bus came immediately - thank goodness!
then spent quite long travelling there..
just chatted randomly along the way.
reached bpp and all the shops were closed -.-
i hate it when all the shops are closed in the morning!
sian, we had nothing to do.
then we went to delifrance to eat. i bought assorted little pastries/ cakes, like 12 of them (to bring home), and a mushroom quiche. it cost $13.25.
then ate there an attempted to camwhore- but failed. handphone cameras are pathetic. mine is. i don't even have enough storage space for 20 photos. pathetic right? it's all nokia's fault with their faulty phone wires. the reason why there's so little storage is because all my themes, images, videos, messages, songs - everthing got erased suddenly one random fine day.
and they were UNRETRIEVABLE! however, the memory on my memory card that these things took up was still taken up! so now my memory card is like, no space with nothing at all. suck or not! i can't put enough songs/ pictures.
so pissing, but that incident happened quite a while ago so already gotten over it.

ok i am so digressing. back to bpp. i ate my quiche and that's pretty much we did. all the shops except the food shops were closed! it was quite boring actually. and at 10 something chen yan needed to go back to meet her mum. so we practically did nothing then went off. SUPER LOSER RIGHT. what kind of an outing is this ;)

then the worst part came. we parted ways and i was told to walk to this bus stop that was a gazillion miles away. walked and walked and walked x10000 with my cumbersome bag dragging me down. i didn't clear all my last minute notes and textbooks from mugging (like the past 5 exams or something) so that added to the weight. anyway, when is my bag not heavy?
then i FINALLY reached the bus stop, thankyouverymuch. and i had to wait for a freaking long time for the bloody bus to come. i think i waited for, 30 minutes or so? it felt that long, i must say. needless to say, i was bored.
i have been having the sniffles the whole of today, must be the lack of rest MUGGING the past wk and all the late nights that led to a downfall of my immune system. i'm feeling sick and lethargic and irritable. so there, i'm busy hating the world now.
after waiting a bloody long time at the puny bus stop, the bus finally came and i was glad -for once- that i was going home.
i hate being stuck at unfamiliar places by myself!
anyway got onto the bus and sat down. it was quite crowded. as the bus stopped at more stops, many of Singapore's senior citizens filled the bus, occupying about half the entire bus (you know how long 190 buses are).
no offense, but i can't bear being stuck in a place with old uncles, aunties and middle aged aunties. all the old people were huddling with each other, communicating in hokkien dialect.
i didn't sit right into the edge of the bus, so my leg was sticking out a little along the passageway and people from all walks of life came and brushed against me (well some;)
i get pissed by this kinds of things fyi, cos you don't know what kind of ppl they are and some of them seemed quite dirty.. eww.
i don't care if i sound bratty or what but i need to rant.
i really had a terrible bus ride just now.
bukit panjang is quite far away from Orchard, so the bus ride wasn't exactly short. the bus rides i take normally lead me to somewhere in orchard so not used to the long journeys..
i didn't like the people in the bus, not to despise them but i really didn't like them!
there was this weird guy who walked funny and stumbled a little so much so that a woman, of about 60 years?, had to catch his fall. i don't know if they're accquainted, i don't think they are, and i don't understand how these old folks can all get together, it's hard to tell if they are friends or they don't know each other.
anyway this weird guy, who seemed a bit abnormal stepped on me. i got so pissed!! why of all people, must he step on me! luckily it wasn't very hard..
i closed my eyes and slept most of the journey and was so thankful when i saw scgs! i was finally nearing home! :D
then finally reached rgs.. i got off at the pine tree club bus stop since it was about the same distance walking back if i got off at rgs bus stop..
i wanted to alight from the front door then the bus driver told me to go to the back. hmm, so fussy. it was a bit paiseh lah and i quickly got off by the back door, needing to go excuse me so i could walk to the door. the weird guy was standing at the door and he made way for me and said bye bye while i quickly got off the bus. i think he seriously has a mental problem!

anyway i was so glad i finally got off that horrible bus.
I SWEAR I'M NEVER TAKING SUCH A PUBLIC BUS BY MYSELF EVER!
i realised that orchard is the best place after all. ):
and no matter how boring home can get, it is still better than waiting for half and hour at an ulu bus stop! by yourself! ):

anyway i will update later or tomorrow with the scarce amount of photos that we have from the unsuccesful attempt of camwhoring.

andand, i can't believe you've bothered to read my complaints up till here! :D

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