Wednesday, May 14, 2008
4:08 PM

wheeeeyeaowh!

guess what i found on the table upon reaching home from school?

MAIL! :D a paper package with doolaally and my address written on it with black marker.
it was the tunic/ dress from missypixie that i ordered online weeks ago!
i was screaming like crazy in joy :D
(actually i let out a little yelp only)

with trembling anticipation, impatience got the better of me as i tore open the paper package in delight. i took out the clothing wrapped inside a plastic sheet, and then i felt nothing much. it was a bit of a disappointment; it had the new clothes factory kinda smell and it was like so-so quality only. i pulled it over my blouse and pe shorts (just returned home ma) and it looked a tad too big for me oh wells maybe i will find a way to look nice after it's washed and rid of that smell.
we shall see. haha.

i don't think i will buy anything from that website again, no matter how enticing it might be, as i don't want another disappointment (or maybe it was that piece i had chosen).. um but i think she gets the clothes from a supplier and it is quite cheap so it's not that good quality.. anyway i don't think my mum would approve of me buying something else from an online website again.. (those private kind) cos she says it's better to buy in real life cos u know if you'll look nice in it or less troublesome or something.

however, i an still on for the idea of buying from forever21.com! :D *eyes light up*
and asos.com! *eyes light up even brighter*
they are well-known brands after all, boasting a higher price and most likely, better quality items. (:
and they are almost 100% safe and trusted (i know of other ppl who've ordered and got their things from there before)

anyway, on a sadder note, (instead of a happier note) my results i received today SUCKED. ):
i am so disappointed in myself, AND the silly markers whoever they were for giving me shitty marks.
we got back history first; history was one of my better subjects but it was only ok and i wasn't worried for it or anything so it was just ok and i have such terrible marks. ):
i got 3.2 for history, which was like, my best grade already. this goes to show how utterly horrible i am at academics.

then next we got back our math papers.
MY MATH IS DAMN PRO. like real. it was humiliating. i cried.
i cried until i had a headache and it lasted until the end of the day.
Thanks Huey Fang for comforting me, you were a big help. (:

i got over it.

we had recess after that and i met sher meen to go eat and she was trying to make me feel better on the way, i guess everyone kpo go and see my lousy marks i got. haha i dun mind la..
mm then i bought nuggets and a fish burger from east and west.
the nuggets weren't as good as macs' not that macs is very good, apparently it was sighted to be frozen in large amounts with flies hovering around the frozen meat, so i guess these nuggets were even worse sorry for scaring the large school population who buys nuggets on fried food day and i think these are less high quality. anyway a part of the burger tasted funny too so i stopped eating it felt so gross shouldn't have bought the burger in the first place but luckily it was at the end of the burger that i found a part of it tasting weird.

i feel that i cry more easily when ppl feel sorry for me rather than if they don't i'd prolly just be upset but wun cry as much.

sigh i'm like a bit negative now as i'm in low spirits.

anyway, we came back from recess and i saw lingzhi in the hall and guess what we got the same gpa hahahah she had gotten 5 marks more than me but we had gotten the same gpa because apparently the gpa we got was the lowest it could get. haha. she empathised with me. note usage of word: empathise. haha she was very funny and entertaining and lightened the mood and by then i didn't care about my lousy math marks anymore. i've moved on!

i've got no idea why i was feeling quite hyper talking abt how low i got, i wasn't happy with my marks but i was somewhat nonchalant. well just for then.
gah in case you are really dying to know how much i got, i got a single digit out of 50 and got the lowest in class together with ivana. ivana did not appear to be bothered at all while i was sobbing away at the mercy of my tear ducts, highly traumatised because it was the lowest i've ever got i've never failed so badly ever before and i felt so loserish.

Haha i must be boring you with all the exam stuff but i am going to continue for all i care.

we got back physics and i was superHAPPY when i got back my paper to find that i had passed! :D and got 0.5 marks higher than bio. i knew i would get super low marks la.
then they showed us the score of the whole sec 1 and 2 cohort that took physics and i realised i was at the bottom of my class ,at least i wasn't the lowest, and i did pretty badly, with my 26/ 50 and the class mean being 35.5. -.-
i am so NOT a science person lor.
anyway i was happy for the rest of the physics block because i PASSED. which meant 1 less subject i would fail.
sigh, i feel different now though.. i feel 2.4 is a ridiculous low grade to score and i am still unhappy with my overall extremely unsatisfactory results!!

got back chinese. i got 43/70 which was quite good by my standard and around average in class or slighly abv average i think! :D but it was still a 2.8 GPA. ): i thought i could at least get a 3.2 lar i wrote such a long compo and got by average, a fairly decent grade but whadda i get? a lousy, no big 2.8.

got back geog got 17.5/ 28 got 2.8.. i think it is slightly below average. now you don't have to remind me i suck at academics.

hmm then it was lunch break didn't eat a lot just bought a tiny kueh (i'm not ano) and i came back and couldn't find my bag! i left it on the chair and the whole bag was gone! super worried la!! i was thinking today is a damn suay day after getting horrible results i still have to lose my whole bag! then hui qun very nicely and helpfully went around helping me find. we suspected it might be my friends who moved it somewhere else they were sitting. finally saw ke and cy and MY BAG!! walao i was a bit pissed la srsly got very worried ):

after lunch we got back our english and literature papers.

thank goodness for english it pulled my score up..
i got a sad 11/25 for the first part of the compre and was like, shit i failed ):
but then we got back our summary and it was a really big help (:
i got 22/25 so i got 33/50 in the end which was a 3.2 (history and english were my only two best subjects that managed a 3.2 which is not very gd already, so many ppl got all 3.6s or a mixture of mostly 4.0s and 3.6s) summary wasn't expected because of the many failures i'd experienced before but i was happy nevertheless! (:

i am once again so disappointed in myself for scoring damn low for lit, passing by half a mark and one and a half a mark only, when everyone else did very well for lit this time, most of them scoring twenties or eighteens or at least fifteens. i suck. but i might still consider taking lit for subject combi in upper sec since i'm not very good in science either so it doesn't make a difference; however i have been greatly demoralised by the depressing marks.

i had a bad headache esp after lunch the hall was stuffy and stinko and yuckily squashy. i felt so weak i could collapse about anytime. i totally hate today ): and we spent the whole day other than breaks in the hall up till 3.30 pm! so unbearable! i hated the bloody headache i was having, it just had to make things worse! and not to mention my hopes crushed when i got lower than average by such a margin for abt the only hope left, lit.. GRR-RAH!

sigh i'm being longwinded and complainy and boring in this post, super sian i know but i need to rant la and that's the only thing that happened today anyway. i'm in such a bad state, so haggard and unruly and unglam and unpresentable. sigh. i haven't washed my face yet. (dried up tears still stain my face) it's not obvious but i dislike that sticky layer coating my eyes. i need to wipe my specs, wash up, bathe and i'll feel better. (:

sigh i know myself quite well, i can expect what kind of marks i will get like how badly i fared for math and physics and how okayly i did for geog, history, english and chinese. lit was unexpected it thought i could get 2.8 but i didn't. i knew i would be outstanding for any of the subjects as well, sadly.

aiya this post is so gah, negative. i hate feeling depressed but that's what i'm feeling now BUT, the good thing is, i won't anymore, once i take a shower!


i thought a lot last night, wrote two whole pages long and more on my thoughts, with the intent of posting it one day. haha surely will bore you but i dun care, it's MY blog! (:

till later;

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